i would rather experience that 100 times over again, because that was less painful then watching someone slowly cut you out of their life.
because in 7th grade you just accepted that they were no longer talking to you and most of these friendships were superficial and you knew it.
now it hurts b/c the friendship was genuine but you did something terrible and you can't fix it and they really don't want to be your friend anymore and they have an acutal reason.
byeness